Changes happen whether we are ready or not. Wanting, needing, waiting, ignoring does not matter because change is not up to us. Change is always a learning experience no matter if the situation is good or bad. We should learn to embrace it because it will only make the process easier.

I have learned this and also how to look on the brighter side of things. Life is now bearable and I don’t feel so overwhelmed. Once you tell yourself that its going to happen anyway and its your burden or gift to bare your world changes and you realize that you are in control just as much as you are not.

I am embarking on a new adventure and it is a scary one. I am now a mother of three girls and it is very challenging. Everyone tells me to wait and it will benefit and be fun in the future and things will get easier. What about the now? This needs to be easier now! Yes I love them but they are a hand full. I really need a mommy break.